Tonight
we don't have a lot to go on
but that's not how it lives in my head
no, not at all
blind times
thought we were matching weight
we pulled
sometimes it was you and sometimes it was me
but where are we
you say "don't take it all so hard for now
there's so much space
and there will always be later for that"


Matching Weight - Trespassers William


I like this - those little bit of lyrics above, followed by about eight minutes of ambient noise and instrumental. That's what my life feels like right now - little speaking, a lot of tangentially related sounds. Apologies to everyone I am currently uncommunicative with right now - yes, I am avoiding quite a lot of people at the moment but it's nothing personal I am just in one of those periods where talking to almost everyone is overwhelming. There's too much pressure and screaming and all the bad things around here and I can't stand for there to be more online. Sorry. We bend so much and then we drop out of sight before we break - it's just the way of things. I've also pretty much had enough of the petty things - all the jealousies and the flouncing and the drama. Enough of so many things. I'm rambling so just suffice it to say that if I am not talking to you it may-or-may-not-be you, but it probably isn't you it's more-than-likely-me. Dig?

It'll all wander back again eventually. Always does.